Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever meet her, if I’ll ever meet the right girl. The bible says it’s not good for man to be alone. Yet, there are many alone me being one. I wonder why so many have trouble finding that soup that’s just right like in Goldie Locks.

Good things are hard to come by I guess especially finding a person that completes you. I don’t want to settle for a jalopy. At the same time, I’m just impatient and not down for just hooking up. What’s a man to do?

I’ve met many different types of women. They range from pretty to gorgeous. Some were sharp and witty. Some of them were spontaneous and fun. I wish I could combine them all to a girl that’s beautiful, funny, smart, and especially warm at heart. For me if she’s a cold hearted person it’s not a good match at all. I probably wouldn’t even talk to her.

Anyway, I don’t think I’m asking for much. I fight it but sometimes it’s hard not get introverted and think is there something wrong with me? It’s like in this age of click-and-buy good guys aren’t good enough.

A side note: a very good friend of mine mentioned “just don’t care.” Treat [women] like you don’t care. He said further “treat them like crap and they’ll love you.” I’m summarizing and it’s not literal but it’s the general idea and within a certain range that you need to be non shalant with women. With-in our group he’s the resident playboy. The sad part is I tried it and it works.

I’ll just wait. I’ll play my cards the best I can. I take care of myself and workout everyday and one day she’ll be there. I’ll stay true to who I am. I guess there’s always the internet…yikes. hehe

Until then I’m just gonna have fun.

Listening to: “Let’s get lifted” by John Legend